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Has It Really Been This Long?
Jun. 10th, 2008 | 08:12 pm
location: In Bed
mood: 
sick
music: Utada Hikaru
It has, apparently.
I really lost track of this site for a long time. In truth, I'm not really one for blogging, and I'm not very good at it, but I like to have an account here so I'm able to keep track of the friends that post journals on LJ.
Realistically, I'm unlikely to post much here anyway. Norm and I(mostly Norm, as I'm not capable of script) are in the process of getting my website on the go, and when it's up I'll have a journal right there, so there won't be any need to post here. Although, I may still try to keep this journal more or less updated as to what I'm doing, even if there's less detail here. I only really want the journal I'll be getting for keeping track of what I'm doing artistically...
Anyway.
Life's been really different as of late. It's been turned upside down, actually. My boyfriend of four-and-a-half years and I broke it off, I left my university because I just didn't feel like I belonged there, I've had and seen fallings out between quite a few people, ended up dating someone who I never would have though I would, and one of my friends passed away. It's certainly been a strange year.
I'm now trying to piece everything back together into a solid whole again. Everything was shaky there for a while, but it seems to be making a bit more sense now. At least most of it is, anyway.
I never expected or went searching for this shiny new life, but here it is in my lap, and I think I'm still a bit unsure of what to do with it. It's usually pretty easy to look at this positively, though. I can say that I am more happy than not where I am, and I think I can make things get even better. I want to spend more time with my family and friends, spend more time on my art, spend more time just enjoying what makes me happy and become the person I want to be.
Nothing's ever going to be perfect, but you take what you have and turn it into something that will make you happy, right?
Anyway, no more personal babbling. I'm going to go study for my test at work and do some more readings of the Pretense script.
See you all later!
I really lost track of this site for a long time. In truth, I'm not really one for blogging, and I'm not very good at it, but I like to have an account here so I'm able to keep track of the friends that post journals on LJ.
Realistically, I'm unlikely to post much here anyway. Norm and I(mostly Norm, as I'm not capable of script) are in the process of getting my website on the go, and when it's up I'll have a journal right there, so there won't be any need to post here. Although, I may still try to keep this journal more or less updated as to what I'm doing, even if there's less detail here. I only really want the journal I'll be getting for keeping track of what I'm doing artistically...
Anyway.
Life's been really different as of late. It's been turned upside down, actually. My boyfriend of four-and-a-half years and I broke it off, I left my university because I just didn't feel like I belonged there, I've had and seen fallings out between quite a few people, ended up dating someone who I never would have though I would, and one of my friends passed away. It's certainly been a strange year.
I'm now trying to piece everything back together into a solid whole again. Everything was shaky there for a while, but it seems to be making a bit more sense now. At least most of it is, anyway.
I never expected or went searching for this shiny new life, but here it is in my lap, and I think I'm still a bit unsure of what to do with it. It's usually pretty easy to look at this positively, though. I can say that I am more happy than not where I am, and I think I can make things get even better. I want to spend more time with my family and friends, spend more time on my art, spend more time just enjoying what makes me happy and become the person I want to be.
Nothing's ever going to be perfect, but you take what you have and turn it into something that will make you happy, right?
Anyway, no more personal babbling. I'm going to go study for my test at work and do some more readings of the Pretense script.
See you all later!